恋爱假期
即便北方有暖气,晚间醒来亦是夜色清凉,竟然是满月,梦中纠结于一道解不出来的三角函数题,醒来倒是解脱。
裘德洛,卡梅隆迪亚兹,凯特温丝莱特,杰克布莱克,星光熠熠的大片,每个人都演得惟妙惟肖,尤其是凯特温丝莱特,其中那段经典的独白,到现在都记得字字珠玑,道出了分手时候心底里最卑微的话:
I understand feeling as small
and as insignificant as humanly possible,
and how it can actually ache in places
that you didn’t know you had inside you,
and it doesn’t matter
how many new haircuts you get
or gyms you join or how many glasses of
chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends,
you still go to bed every night
going over every detail,
and wonder what you did wrong
or how you could have misunderstood.
And how in the hell, for that brief moment,
you could think that you were that happy?
And sometimes you can even
convince yourself that he’ll see the light
and show up at your door.
(SlGHS)
And after all that,
however long all that may be,
you’ll go somewhere new
and you’ll meet people
who make you feel worthwhile again,
and little pieces of your soul
will finally come back.
And all that fuzzy stuff,
those years of your life that you wasted,
that will eventually begin to fade.